November guys! How've you been? Pheeeew, I can't believe 2020 is almost over, it passed like whooshes and left nothing? It's not that everything is bad and gruesome, some things were bearable and passable, but like bare-minimum only? It's like we've only tried to pass and survive our days with nothing intended. Some days were okay, some days were worse than other. There were nights when my eyes kept open and my thoughts wouldn't stop thinking the worse. This year is so hard. Hard, hard and hard. Human knew that they couldn't plan future, but uncertainty still killing us this time. I wish we could do better, but I think survive is maybe our best effort, and do some little things to help each other? Help is required, humanity is tested. Maybe we'll survive this, maybe we won't?