worst week in my life..

I really don't know what I feel...
After my granny's dying.. I feel empty.. I can smile, hanging with my friends, laughing at everything..
but inside, I feel everything won't be same again..

I feel sorry that I can't hold her for the last time, I can't kiss her, saying goodbye, and express how much I love her.. It is awful, and I just can't forget it all..

Thinking of her always take a big change in me..
she's a great granny..always love and take care of me..she's such as a angel..
I will miss her...