August 23, 2017
August 20, 2017
I. CAN'T. SLEEP.
TOO MANY THINGS HAVE HAPPENED. I think I've been overstimulated. Oh, and coffee. Is a bitch. Not really, it was pretty good but now I am still awake.
God. How reality sucks. I mean, there are many things I should be grateful for. Healthy life. Healthy family. Good food. Premiere of The Defenders. But when you become adult, practically everything sucks, doesn't it? Or am I becoming a cynic?
I must be rambling. Tommorow, or next month when I read this post, I am going to decide if I have to delete it because it is so embarassing. I never delete a post. EVER. Oh. That was one time I post something about a life of a friend. Didn't mention her name but still she objected it, so I removed it to draft. Still haven't deleted it, I think, I'll consider to repost it sometimes. I guess it'll be fine since she never read my blog again. I think.
So, I have to wake up at 5. Now 2.45. Sucks. I planned to go running in the morning but I have no idea whether I'll be able to. One day when my son gets older and he reads my blog, will he think that I was an incompetent mom? Struggling to get a sleep while he needs to be fed in the morning?
I have to put my phone away. Yeees, I've done it before. So many times. But still can't sleep. Let's do it again. One more time.
August 01, 2017
Turned out to be good. Maybe because I am a grown up, I didn't make a fuss about it. But surprise, surprise! Husband brought flowers and cake in my birthday eve, we ended up having some cakes on Saturday night. Last he bought me a cake is.... eight years ago? Haha. Anyway, on Saturday, husband and I had a quiet lunch together, I had fried chicken steak and he had Nasi Campur Bali. And because his plate looked tastier, I asked him to switch plate with mine. What a wonderful husband, haha.
On Sunday, we went to Kebun Raya Cibodas. It was our first time. Overall we had good time although son a bit complained because at first we planned to go to Taman Bunga. But we bribed him with choco peanut ice cream at Spatula and all is well. Son was asleep early that night, so we decided to watch Miss Peregrine's movie. That's it. What a weekend. What a 29's celebration.