March 19, 2009


yesterday was amazing and hope today is too.
the thing is...

my mood.

it swings, it jumps, it turns becoming something that i am not sure i'll recognize. i am not talking about bad mood. i am having something else. and dunno what's the name.

remember when i told you about the crisis? quarter life crisis. i hesitate, i doubt, but finally i'll start to think, maybe i am on it. i've googled it, and look what i've found.

The quarterlife crisis (QLC) is a term applied to the period of life immediately following the major changes of adolescence, usually ranging from the early twenties to the early thirties

and now i am 20.

i've search some emotional aspects that could happened, and check it out.
* feeling "not good enough" because one can't find a job that is at one's academic/intellectual level
* frustration with relationships, the working world, and finding a suitable job or career
* confusion of identity
* insecurity regarding the near future
* insecurity concerning long-term plans, life goals
* insecurity regarding present accomplishments
* re-evaluation of close interpersonal relationships
* disappointment with one's job
* nostalgia for university, college, high school or elementary school life
* tendency to hold stronger opinions
* boredom with social interactions
* loss of closeness to high school and college friends
* financially-rooted stress (overwhelming college loans, unanticipatedly high cost of living, etc.)
* loneliness
* desire to have children
* a sense that everyone is, somehow, doing better than you


look the bold ones. oh, great...

with confusion,


  1. wwaahhh...
    aq jga QLC ney mbaK..
    daH mw 22..
    BUt I'm NOt suRe..
    i'M reaDy or noT..

    btw nice bLog mbA'..;D

  2. wah..qt sama!! 20 nii del?? hehe...