Turn it Off

Maybe it's time for me to feel bored. Everyone has climax point where they ask themselves what would happen if you chose another direction in your life, will it make better or worse. And every steps felt so wrong, so empty, and all you want to do is disappearing or simply hiding under your blanket doing nothing. You reconsider every words, every acts as an adult and you think that all you have done is just a big waste and nothing can take it back. Have you felt them all? I've been told that's okay to feel because that what makes us human. But sometimes, only sometimes, I don't want to be the wise one and turn it off. The feeling. Yes, the feeling.